THE MASTERMIND
Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cause right now it says that we
Can’t come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cause you walked out the door
But it’s the only way I hear your voice anymore
It’s ridiculous
It’s been months
And for some reason I just can’t get over us
And I’m stronger than this
No more walking round
With my head down
I’m so over being blue
Crying over you
And I'm so sick of love song
So sick
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GONE WERE THOSE DAYS
Monday, February 6, 2012
I always reminisce those beautiful days. Every night before I sleep all those thought would fill the empty spaces in my head thus making me sometime overwhelmed with emotions. I dwell on the past too much, I wish I could still live in it but now all I could do now is remember it.
Gone were those days where broken knees and someone stole my candy use to be the biggest problem in my childhood. Now, I am thrown with so many problems and I need to face harsh side of reality and the saddest thing is I am facing all this all alone. My family is all far away from me and I got no one here and I feel like a lost soul trapped in both worlds and could not find a way out.
Some days are good but most of them are bad like real bad. Sometimes I feel like breaking down at the very moment and just bawl my eyes out to death but I couldn't and I wish I could but I couldn't. These days, it is getting more often that I will wake up with a swollen eye due to the excessive amount of tears that I cry at night. Sometimes I don't even know why I am crying. I feel like there is a heavy burden in my heart that no matter how much strength that I put, I just couldn't lift it up.
You know the feeling where you want to run somewhere but you don't know where to go ? Where you want to run to someone but you don't know who ? That is what I am now.
I do not know why everything have to change so much for me in this place that is so alien to me.
ps: bad days and bad people please just go away.
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I'm just a girl who blogs on what is on her mind and what she feels.
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