NO DIGNITY
Monday, September 19, 2011
A big FUCK YOU before I start my post.
I hear your name about every corner in our college. Your name keep ringing in my ear. And you were rumoured to be in a relationship with my friend. And being the busybody me, I was dying to know who are you and what kind of person you are that everyone just can't seem to get enough of you and knowing you was one of the worst and stupidest thing I ever did in my life. Just so you know I seriously regretted being all nice and friendly to you when you stabbed my back with a long sword that God I think it hurt till my ribs.
You gave me a good first impression when we first met, friendly, jovial, a frank person and all other good traits and trust me as much I wish to see you die now you were really fun to be with for the first few days till you decided to be a bitch oops I mean a WHORE and that what changes everything.
First of all, can't you be true to one guy ? Like only liking one guy instead of flirting with a trillion zillion guys ? First of all, you were rumored to be in a relationship with my friend then as time goes I heard that you are trying to hook up with a Malay guy ? Like seriously ? First Indian then Malay and now my guy ? Please I do not tolerate bitches oops I mean whores for your case when it comes to rushing guys. Please, if the guy is unavailable and in love, LEAVE HIM ALONE ! So many other fishes in the sea why do you have to have an eye for my fish ? WHATTHEFUCK is wrong with your brains ?
Actually, I only started to dislike you when you decided to step foot into out relationship. You clearly know that me and him is not just only friends but beyond than that and yet you forgo your dignity (do you even have one ?) to flirt with my guy ? Because as what I heard from a trustable sources, someone actually told you that I was so bloody lucky to have him by my side. So you clearly know from the bloody beginning that we both are not just friends and yet you still do all that ? DAMN that really and truly set me off. First you rush with me a seat, then you asked him out behind my back. Do you think I won't find out ? C'mon ! We tell each other stuff ! No secrets between us !
The most amazing thing about you is you are so damn bloody thick skinned to the max and I think if I have 10 bullets in my hand and I fire all those 10 shots at you, it still won't penetrate through your skin. Not exaggerating but yeah that's what you are. I can still forgive you if you do not know but you already knew and you have see it with your own bloody eyes that I am somewhat special and yet you still chose to fight with me. WHAT IS THIS FUCKERY !
And you have the bloody cheek to hate me and loathe me !
TOTALLY OUTTA YOUR MIND ! Hello ! I am the one that is supposed to be mad and hatin' on you and now it's vice versa. Thinking about it just made me wanna roll on the floor and laugh my ass off. And besides you can bring yourself to tell my friend that you and him are rumored to be in a relationship ? Oh yeah if it is true that you two are really in love why am I the one that receives his special attention ? Please make up better stories would ya ? And you gave me that look each time I walk pass by you. Excuse me do I look like I am suffering from shingles ? I should gave you that look but gahh to bad I was brought up with manners (:
I know you like him. I am a girl so I know the way you look at him is different. But if you love him, you should see him happy right ? Do you know each time we fought he'll be very sad because you're his friend and whenever we fought about you it will turn into a cold war. Ask yourself, would you rather see him happy and cheerful like always or him depressed as fuck ? Your choice.
Moreover, I seriously which to destroy you and I am not gonna forgive you for everything that happened. You are a bitch and nothing can change that. I doubt you'll ever find true love because you never appreciate one when you have.
And oh BTW, he came and find me today and said hi and we are back to normal. I've decided I won't give up on us and him no matter what you do. A promise is a promise so please try to turn over a new leaf before it is too late. You have a nice name but too bad your personality makes me wanna puke my digested food.
ps : Lots of love and hatred from me.
Labels: Eff-ed
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