JUST A DREAM
Saturday, September 17, 2011
You had planned it all real well. For someone like you, all I can say is not bad. You made me fell for you, make me fell real hard and now when I fall I could feel my bones breaking but I do not have the slightest strength to even wake up and fix everything again. I just wanna lie down there and remain broken and decay. For my dreams is way much better than my reality.
I don't know how and what and why it happened. All I know is everything is happening too fast. When we first met each other and started talking, I never had even the slightest thought that I will fall for you or be deeply in love with you. First, I do not have the strength, time & energy to go through all this all over again and second, I wasn't ready. But guess what, you were so good to me, you make me realised that I had a chance and you swept me off my feet and you left me longing for you before I sleep every night.
We had one of the best moments in our lifes. We talked endlessly, smile, flirt, go out and do all those things that I could only dreamed of and that time, I felt as if my life was complete and I thank God for you are the best thing that happen to me but fuck I was so fucking wrong.
You make me fall then you let me go. You are a coward for letting me go when you like me ! You told me to forget everything and we're still friends but how the hell can I look at you without remembering what we had ?
Guess all those things we did during those days were complete lies and all those words that you said is pure rubbish.
I am so disappointed in you that I don't even wish to argue with you. I can't believe you let me go just like this.
ps : You're a heartbreaker.
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