THE MASTERMIND
Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cause right now it says that we
Can’t come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cause you walked out the door
But it’s the only way I hear your voice anymore
It’s ridiculous
It’s been months
And for some reason I just can’t get over us
And I’m stronger than this
No more walking round
With my head down
I’m so over being blue
Crying over you
And I'm so sick of love song
So sick
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Sunday, July 24, 2011
What happens if your tears can make someone that you love smile ? What happens if your misery can make someone happy ? WIll you cry everyday, will you turn your misery into happiness just to make someone smile ? Weird as it sounds but I do for I feel this is where the God is testing how far and how much I am willing to sacrifice for someone who means the whole entire universe to me, MY MUM.
I am in the verge of jumping off the cliff now. I feel that there is no meaning in my life anymore at this point. All I want to do now is cry my hearts out and lock myself out from the world.
Mum, how could I resist you or turn down you offer when I see your face all I could see was how proud of you on me. How this is the first time I ever felt you really really love me, for the first time I feel like a little girl again. Mum, tell me how could I say NO when all I see is a smile on your face ?
I'm sorry I sounded reluctant or hesitant towards for all my life mum I never picture myself tu turn out like that. That is why till now I could not accept the fact.
How could I say NO when everyone says a yes ?
Slumping into a massive depression. Don't even try to save me anyone. Let me sink in.
YOU KNOW I WILL MISS YOU THE MOST.
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I'm just a girl who blogs on what is on her mind and what she feels.
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