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I NEVER TOLD YOU
Saturday, June 18, 2011
There was I again today. Forcing laughter and faking smiles. Somehow I feel like going home and just cry but I know what I gotta do best. FAKE FAKE FAKE ! ! ! ! ! !
The quote above is exactly how I feel right now. Yes, the same OLD STORY happen again and again. I'm really sick & tired of everything. Every little thing. And all I want to do every day is just go home, turn the volume up & pour my hearts out.
I went out yesterday afternoon to buy a necklace. ASFJKL what ? Went out just to buy a necklace ? Yeap uh huh.
Liap fetched me to Jonker yesterday and it was soooo jam and it's not even 6pm yet -.- Gosh Malacca ! So, we park our car at another end and walk to another shop just to buy the necklace. It was like North and South y'allllllll. :( Actually, I was darn lazy & I don't wanna go out but I remembered that I promised YOU ! So yeahhh I went all the way under the hot sun searching and searching just for one necklace and to my dismay, Jonker don't have. WHHHHHATTTT ?!!
So, walked all the way back again and drove to Dataran.
FYI, Dataran is not a small place. So, you can guess how long it took for me to hunt that particular necklace & finally thanks to mua babe, we found it at last :D
So, TADAAAAAAAA ! !
Well, the things I do sometimes.
And Thank God & heaven above I bought the correct one ! :D
Here's my dilemma right now.
There's gonna be a PTM next Saturday at college & I'm really freaking out like shit cuz I'm so afraid that mum will skin me alive cuz I only got C- & C+. :(
I'm dissapointed with my result to be honest. This shows that I've not been studying hard enough and still slacking around. Haihs.
Semester 2 I am gonna be serious mann. :\
Besides, the college is gonna send the results to the house.
I've been waiting for days for the postman to send the letter but no postman & no letter. Ughhhh !
Stresss !
And besides, I have a major problem with my assignments right now. :(
Idk how to ESL at all and I need to pass it up on Monday which means I only have two days to finish up a pike of work. :(
Why do I don't have determination ? :(
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And y'allllllll ! YESTERDAY'S DREAM CONCERT WAS DUHHHH BOMBBB ! :D
I watched it live at KBS and I've been screaming my heads off till at one part I thought I was gonna faint ! Keke~
Song Joong Ki whatttttttttt he's so cute with that hairstyle y'all.
I'm like WHATTTTT alll the wayyy. Gahh.
The opening act !
Personally I likey this song but I barely recognise U-kiss anymore except Dongho :3
Nevertheless they're cute & my fav song :3
OMG they are so THINN .___.
Come come to me but I hate the ballet part LOL.
SAMDONGGGGGIIIEEEEEE ! ! !!
Omgosh I miss Dream High so muchhhhh :(
It was good to see him singing thisss !
I love Dream Highh.
Everyone was screaming like crazy when he started singing this song including me :P
Then Suzy came out. I screamed.
Suzy is soooo prettu &cute ASFJKL !
I ship this two OTL I miss Dream High :(
This is IDK what to say.
Hyesong is so plastic. The pink one with extensions ? C'mon.
I never like Secret tho :S
WATCH THIS Y'ALLLLL !
At first I was like what group is this cuz it's so darkk and there's fire and they were facing back but when the moment they turned, I WAS SCREAMING LIKE I GOT POSESSED !
Seriously what in the world, I just saw them in MuBank like two hours ago and now they're performing again ?! I can't take all that hotness omg.
I was screaming & screaming OMG I just cant stop when there's Dongwoon & Gi Kwang LOL I love BEAST ! !
Now I'm considering to go for their fanmeet :3
Fiction in fiction ?
And the best part was my aunt was like,"You just saw them just now right ? They only got one song ar keep singing the fiction only."
I'm like,"Promotion season now la. I wanna marry them."
Fucking shit SHINee everyone went crazyyyy !
I was like OMFG ! is that taemin ? Whut ahppened to Key ?! D: And did onew become more handsome ? Me gustaaaaaa :D
They performed Lucifer and I still remember the lyrics keke.
I changed my bias in SHINee. I hate Key's hair :( Whattt.
I LOVE HONG KIIIIIII YAHHHH !
He is so hot ASFJKL !
I fainted when I saw Hongki. What in the world you may ask me ?
Love the Yellow ballons Primadonnas ^____^
Did I tell you I love Hongki's new hair ? :3
DDDDDANGERRRR ! Sulli :D
God knows how long I have not seen 2PM performed and everything was so PERFECT ! ! ! !
I loveeee duuhh hairstyle by Junsu he is so hawt what even & Junhoo is so cute ! Khunnie is as cute as ever & Wooyoung turned blond kkekekeke~ :3
Waiting for their comebackkk ! :D
MOST ANTICIPATED PERFORMANCE !
The group that I've been supporting since I was 13 till now.
The group that I'm still supporting eventhough they split already.
ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITHHHH !
Once a cassopiea, always a cassiopeia. :')
I miss them so much.
I cried watching them perform.
I cried seeing all the red balloons and the see of red ocean.
I cried while singing with them.
I miss them as five.
But nevertheless, I'm still waiting for the day they will once again be the TVXQ OT5 that I love.
I'll never stop believing it. Forever.
Yunho, Changmin, don'r and never give up.
We cassies will support you forever.
AKTF.
Teehee. That's about all ! Dong Bang Dong Bang Fighting ! (:
ps : there's other performance. But I only post the ones that I like. If you wanna watch more, come HERE DREAM CONCERT :D
I am somewhat one of those girls. The dumb one ? The stubborn one ? the naive one ? The 'doesn't she know how to look in the mirror' one ? HAHA. Idk. Which one of those girls you think I am ? ALL ? Yeah, I am.
Till now trust me I am still one of those girls but I am no longer the one that is going to wait for you and cry each time thinking boud what we had in the past. PFFFTT !
I still do care about you & one day if we could be friends again, trust me, you somewhat have the special place in my heart no one can replace and I wonder why is it so ?
Well, I've learned to let go everything and I feel really happy cuz now only I realise in the world out there, there are many better than you and ofcz I know you have found someone better than me (:
I use to blame myself and blame you for what had happened but now I realise how immature that thinking was. HAHA. Sorry !
Both of us just one sided only hmmm idk why am I so emotional lastime .___.
Now, I wish you success in life and all the good things la lolx idk what else to say. :\
I am counting down the days cuz I can't wait to see you already :3
Before I go, I would like to intro all of you a few songs ! :D
BEAST - Fiction
BEAST - Back To You
BEAST - On a rainy day
(basically Beast whole new album la :P)
CHRIS MEDINA - What Are Words
SISTAR 19 - Ma Boy
FT ISLAND - Hello Hello
BIG BANG - Lies (international version)
I REALISE I AM HAPPIER IF I JUST FORGET ABOUT THE PAST ! ! ! ! ! ! :D
SO just you know Yours Truly is back in Malaca to spend her holidays which is to rot and die and at the same time doing all those assignments and homework ):
Oh well ! That's life.
I miss my friends so much I think I could die. Teehee. And I'm gonna do a longgggg post about them when I'm free (:
And btw, I am missing you like crazy right here. Been dreaming about you every night. I wanted to text you but keke I don't wanna disturb you enjoying ur holidays. So, see you when I'm back in KL omg I can't wait. Ehe.
I also miss the times in Melaka when everything is so relax :(
I don't wan't next year to come so quickly. Time, pretty pretty please slowwww downnnn.
Successfully abandon my blog again. I am so sorry dear readers, if there's any left. Well, I'm so sorry. I was so freaking busy with alot of stuff plus the router in my house spoilt and here I am blogging away in college. -____-
So, well, currently I am in a relax mode. Not that relax but better than all stressed up. So yeah weeeeee I'm in a relax mode.
Yesterday night, as planned, all of us in M3 on skype. And it was the first time in my history of skype so far, I see so many people in my list online. Well, to be exact, all the one that online is actually my classmates :3 Teehee. For what all of us online you may ask, my answer is simple, TO CHEAT. Fuck yeah we cheat in styleeee.
We had this conference call and seriously screw the desktop at my house cuz I can hear everybody but NOBODY CAN HEAR ME. The fuckery. I seriously cried you know cuz I keep hello-ing & hey did you hear me but guess wad, no one can hear a shit from me. THE HELLL. I hope that bloody router get fixed asap. -_____-
I never enjoyed skype so much till yesterday. Everyone was screaming & shouting for answers with questions and I'm just copying everything cuz no one can hear anything from me. HAHAHAHAAH. Soooo funny la when I hear Kishen & Zar talking nonsense. Carolynn coughing. Laura talking something that I can't figure it out. Bryan singing ? And someone's mic so noisy with all the background noises and how everyone is freaking out seriously so epicly funny. LOL.
While we were doing our erm test, Kishen and Zar suddenly shouted that their test suddenly error whole pasge. Claire and Carolynn can't excess but at the end of the day you know what ? Carolynn got 9 out of 10 in 3 minutes. Fuhhhhh ! The bomb la.
Anyhow,
Glad to know that you're happy and I believed that you had forgotten everything we had but it's okay cuz what we had was never real.