ONE STEP AT A TIME
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Mood : Fucked-up, pissed, sad, emo, depressed, shit mood, confused & in love & happy. :D
Heyyyy y'all ! :D Yes, I know I have successfully abandoned my blog again. :\ But I have a valid reason for all these absence okay. First, I got no time to blog at all with all those assignments & test that is piling up day by day and second thing is I seriously got no mood. :\
Well, I finally know whatthefuck is meant by stress. Like everyday is like a routine. Go home, crash, dinner & homework till God knows what time. And I feel totally dumped by the world already man. I dunno what the heck is going on in the world nowadays.
College had never been more interesting. I seriously love going to college. :P HAHAHAHAH ! I know ! Seldom you'll here these kind of words coming out from my mouth but fuck yeah I love college & I look forward to go to college the moment I reach him. Not exaggerating okay ! It's true. For those who have been a dear friend of mine should know the changes & the reason why. HAHAHA.
Well, no pictures on any updates currently but I'm sorry that I bore all of you with all these long post. Promise there will be more photos to come y'all ! (:
And, yes, all of you can quit the guessing game. Your's truly here is madly in love. Yes, in love in love and in love. Well, I ain't spilling any beans out for you curious people. xD Just to let you know, that he is an awesome, cool, funny, adorable, cute and if I can describe everything but you don't wanna know.
My life had completely change when I fall for him. And no we're not together. We're just friends. (: But yeah by the way he treats me and all, I'm sure he clearly knows how I feel for him.
Just so you know, you're the reason I smile everyday and trust me darling, you're also the reason I look forward everyday.
Labels: heart-love, Random blah's, SAM
5:39 PM
NOW AND FOREVER
Sunday, May 8, 2011
First time after seventeen years, here I am. All alone, and it feels so weird and so different.
Well, this is the first time in my life for now that I'm not celebrating mother's day in Malacca with my mum. I supposed to go back this weekend but shit happens so yeah I'm in KL doing assignments and stuff. Ughh. Why am I not in Malacca ? And I'm not goin back next weekend also. Guess I'm only going home during my sem break. Shit really happens.
Well, the other day I went to my friends house, and in her room there's this big manila card where she paste her family photo and there were words of encouragement from her parents, sister and brother. And I got teary eyed reading what her family told her and on that exact moment I thought of my family back in Malacca. I miss my mum and my annoying brother that I wish I can go home that instant.
And I felt really lucky that my mum still phone me countless times in a day to nag me and I'm happy that my brother too do phone me quite often to check whether I'm dead yet or not. Before, I will get really fed-up and tired when my mum or my brother told me about their day but now, I never got tired hearing them. I feel like asking them never to hang up the phone.
Trust me, it's true that we will only appreciate something after we lose it. Last time all I wanna do is to leave home and be independent and enjoy life and stuff but now all I wanna do is to stay at home and watch dramas. :')
Mummy,
Sorry if I always disobey you. Sorry that I'm not the perfect child and also the perfect daughter. Sorry that I raised my voice at you at times or sometimes at the back of my head I want you gone when you yell at me. Sorry if I'm hard headed. Sorry that I'm lazy and ignorant. Sorry for everthing that I did wrong mum.
But I thank you for making me live in this world for who am I now without you ? If there's no you, there would not be me. Thank you for bringing me up, protecting me and loving me. Thank you for giving me the best things in my life for every little thing you do means a lot to me. Thank you for teaching me what is right and what is wrong. Thank you mummy. Thank you for everything.
Mii, don't worry. I'll take care of you when you grow old like how you took care of me when I was young. You're important to me, don't ever doubt that. Although I never show you how much I love you but beneath all my ego, I really do.
MUMMY, I ♥ YOU ! ! ! ! !
Labels: heart-love
1:24 PM
FAST, FURIOUS AND AWESOME
Friday, May 6, 2011
One of the best ? Nahh, I shall not say that. But one of those days that I'll remember ? Hell yeah I shall say.
Yesterday had got to be the best day of my life so far in college. No homework, no need to read and memorize but just chill and take everything easy day ! Yeap ! That was how I spend my day yesterday !
Well basically, we only had two classes on that day, one is 8 in the morning and one is 11. So, after the first class finish at nine, all of us, the usual gang, ohh and btw, I had forgotten to intro you guys to the awesome people in M3, it's me, (I am awesome and you know that), Sarah, Kay, Kishen, Zar, Bryan, Shariza and Mich. And we go everywhere together ; break time I mean. So yeah, back to the story.
So, after class ended at nine, all of us head to Asia Cafe or AC to play pool. But blah, I just sat there and wasted my time as I don't even know how to play pool but I played something better instead, FRUIT NINJA in Zar's iphone. LOL.
And later on at 12, we headed to Sunway Pyramid to watch FAST AND FURIOUS FIVE. I can only say one word, AWESOME. I had never watch the franchise of the show and it's my first time watching and lemme tell you guys, it's GOOD. Like seriously ! So, to those that had not watched it, quickly grab hold of your tickets and watch (:
And todayyyyyyyy,
I had serious issue with this thing, RUBBER SNAKES !
Please do not judge a book by its cover as different people have different fears. And I did not make things up when I scream just now. I am really scared. Imagine if this is one of your worst fears, will you scream or brush it off instead to hide your fears ? Oh well, I'm not you, so IDGAF that you said i'm faking it just that I hope you'll have your next period in the shark tank. Thank you !
And yeahhhhhhh ! I got fucking pranked by Kishen and Zar today thank you very much you guys ! Thrice in a day ! What could be better ? And thanks to you guys, I lost my voice. Wohoooo !
ps : every little thing that you do just made me smile. (;
Labels: SAM
5:48 PM
NEVER SAY NEVER
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Just incase you were wondering how am I doing, let me tell you, I am doing absolutely great and fine and most importantly, I AM HAPPY.
I had never been happier. Things turn out real well for me recently. College is awesome and life is good. I have not been home to Malacca for like three effing weeks and my urge to go back Malacca and laze around grew stronger everyday but oh well, it's another week then I'm going back for the weekends.
Anyhow, I feel like pushing myself over a cliff right now as I had tons and tons of assingment to pass up and i'm going crazy !
Anyhow, this is just a super short update (:
Who would ever know that the simplest thing you say or do can brighten up my day ? Who could ever thought that you're the reason I smile everyday ♥
Labels: Random blah's
9:43 PM