SURPRISE !
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Been a little busy these few days because I'm currently working on something EXPLOSIVE !
Dresses, headdress, heels and clutch bag and make up and etc etc.
No ! This is not a prom ! Is way more explosive than that !
"31 December is . . . . . . ."
To know what it is, don't forget to stay tuned ! :)
Labels: Random blah's
8:01 PM
FLOWERS
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Today mum's college got a ceremony so she brought back a fruit basket and a bouquet of flower. And this what happens.
Just figure out that I need to take out my dslr once in a while or else it'll rot in the cupboard. XD
Labels: Random blah's
1:31 PM
THIS IS IT
Monday, December 27, 2010
Who are we lying ? No one but ourselves. We know our relationship had already changed. The messages started to get less and shorter, the phone calls decreases day by day and the magical bond that hold us together is already GONE.
I'm sorry. Partially it was my fault that the dates just doesn't match with mine and I chose to go with others instead of you. But I try to make amends and go with you with tons of plans to spend our time but you rejected me every single time and I think it's only fair if I did back the same thing to you.
You were mad with me whenever I went out with others instead of you. I know although you did not show. But I've known you in and out. Do you think you could possibly lie to me ?
Have you ever think of me whenever you go out with others ? Uploading photos here and there with the smile all over the place. You're angry whenever I do that to you but when you do that to me, it's fine ?
I understand why each single time you tell me that you don't like so and so and I can see you talking to her like there's no tomorrow. Going out. This and that. You're two faced or what ?
You said I spend less time with you and I'm closer with my other friends ? But if I text you or what also, you seldom reply what. Why waste the money ? Might as well I text people that will reply me. And hey, you always go here and there also never tell me so ?
In your heart I know, I'll never be able to replace the friends of yours.
Your promises to me I guess their all meant to be broken.
"FREINDS FOREVER" ?
To me that's bullshit as every good things must come to an END.
Sorry, I can't keep pretending. I know what is black and white. Forgive me.
Labels: Eff-ed, emon-ess
2:01 PM
YOU WOULDN'T ANSWER MY CALLS
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Have you ever been in a situation where people that you trust, people whom you share your secrets and laughters and everything whom you loved so much suddenly abandon you when they had new friends or finally found their soul mate and they started to give you the cold shoulder and everything and when you confront them all they give you was,"PEOPLE CHANGE." ? Well, here's the thing okay ? People do change, but it's your own choice whether you wanna change to what okay ? Don't give me that kinda lame excuse cuz I am so disgusted each and every single time I hear it.
Well, this is your life and I have no rights upon it.
I don’t understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at night. How pictures never change but the people in them do. How your best friend can become your worst enemy, or how strange it is when your worst enemy turns into your best friend. How forever turns into a few short months that you’d do almost anything to get back.How you can let go of something you once said you couldn’t live without. How even though you know something is best for you, it just hurts the same.How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare. How people make promises despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken. How people can erase you from their lives just because it’s easier than working things out.
Yeah. This is exactly what you did to me.
Labels: Eff-ed
1:47 PM
INTI YEC
Friday, December 24, 2010
INTI YOUTH EMPOWERMENT CAMP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well, as you all know I was the past three days attending a camp at inti. In a nutshell, I only got one word for it no I mean two words, PURE AWESOMENESS.
♡ made new friends
♡ had the time of my life
♡ great night till 3am
♡ sugar crackers
♡ sharing session
♡ awesome roommate
♡ cool bus ride
♡ super cool facilitators
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Mr sexy |
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Mr. Breakdance before makeover |
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Catwalk :) |
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My awesome caring kind manly teammate; BOON ! :D |
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Most Popular Guy on the second night
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Justin and Yelena
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awesome people |
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The AWESOME people ! Brendon, Clement and Boon :D |
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Muar and Malacca team :D
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INTIANS FTW ! :D :D :D :D
Labels: outings
5:18 PM
BACK
Thursday, December 23, 2010
YOURS TRULY is just back from YOUTH EMPOWERMENT CAMP at INTI, Nilai and she's dead tired now.
To know what's my trip like do tune in. :)
Labels: Random blah's
8:58 PM
THE SOCIAL NETWORK
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
It seems like each time when I place my hands on the keyboard, I forget everything I wanna say about. That is why you see even though I have finish my SPM, my blog is still dead. So sorry about that. But I guess I have to force myself to write as I don't all these memories to be forgotten.
Today I went out with my babe, Athirah J, and my darling, Milia which I call her Mo and also her sweetheart Jameson and Yong. I din't sleep the whole night yesterday due to insomnia problems and when I finally get to sleep it's already 9am so I headed to the shower and get ready, and waited for Mo.
Later on, Yong headed off to God knows where after we arrived there and leaving me and Mo walking aimlessly around Dataran. Bloody. After walking aimlessly for around an hour or half ? I dunno, we headed back to McD and met up with Athirah. So, then again, we were sitting there and suddenly I said we should play bowling instead of sitting down here doing nothing.
ME: Hey, let's go bowling !
MO & TIRA: Awesome ! Let's !
ME: Bowling in shoes like this ? Err, NO.
TIRA: Don't worry ! They have shoes and socks for you !
ME: Eww ! People there got kudis !
MO & TIRA: ...................
So plan failed and Jameson finally turn up after that ! And so do Yong ! Jameson wants to eat so all of us went to Old Town. After ordering the food, Jameson say he has to go put parking tickets and Mo who can;t live without Jameson of course she followed. And I seriously thought they eloped because they took so long to put tickets man. XD
Later on, me and thirah headed off to EQ to see the edu fair and I when I reached there I saw err FREINDS ? Blah blah blah. Got a free bag, hear some good lectures and headed back to watch movie. And argued with someone for a while. Things dint work out the way it suppose to. And I really feel bad and maybe what he say was right ?
Well anyway after all the commotion we finally watch 'THE SOCIAL NETWORK'
Personally if you ask me I find this movie so boriiiinngggggggg except for Andrew Garfield which I find him so HOT which according to someone I've said it thrice. -.- But what the hell, HE IS HOT ;D I don't really understand the movie also. First it was this then that then I'm lost. And maybe I wasn't really paying attention also. Not to mention I got my eyes close on the sex scene while someone get to watch cuz he's a GUY. Pffffttttttttttt. In a nutshell, I am not goin out without proper planning ! ISH !
Went home feeling bliss and your truly here is off for a camp. Blog when I'm back. :D
12:51 PM
BACK TO DECEMBER
Sunday, December 19, 2010
DECEMBER.
I was kinda emotional recently. I don't know why. Is it because December is coming to an end and it will be followed by January then FEBRUARY ?
The other day I was hearing 'Back To December' by Taylor Swift and after listening to that song, I realised how much I miss December and if I could, I'll definitely find a way to retrieve it back. But I guess everything is too late and us human will only learn to appreciate something immediately after they're gone. Yes, why do we never know what we had till it's gone ?
And the other day too while I was chatting with my friend and the song 'Deja Vu' by Eminem played on the radio, I find myself saying the particular verse again and again. What surprised me was, I actually remember it well.
Each time I pass that place, I thought of you walking there with the pink shirt and the jeans just like that particular day and I realise I was smiling.
When something reminded me of you and the happy times, I feel complete.
And I guess it had been long enough. The time has come.
My feelings slowly started to fade. Slowly and slowly, I find myself leaving what we had.
I am sure this time I meant it. I have trust in myself. And I've deleted everything. The past is the past. There's no use if we keep holding on and assume things will turn out to be the way it is cuz I know, it'll never happen.
From now on, move on and keep whatever we had deep down in the place call HEART.
We had our time together and now it's time to let go.
This is especially for you :)
Labels: emon-ess, heart-love
5:48 PM
UNDANG
Thursday, December 16, 2010
16 December. I guess it never fails to make a joyful and blissful day for me. December 2009 was good and now 2010 was fawsome.
Well, I basically have UNDANG today but being the last minute girl, I set my alarm at 8am to wake up and study but due to the late night Hong Kong dvd's I end up waking up at 9.30 ! After I had my bath and breakfast, the driving instructor had come calling me so I've made the decision to read in the car.
In the car, I did read. Just some speed reading and went my friend came in I started yaking and talking about Dataran Pahlawan instead of reading the undang. Things got worst when I reached there. Met some primary friends and chatting away.
Then one by one people went in and came out and some pass, MOSTLY FAILED. And I had butterflies in my stomach already as I was so freaking nervous and I was so sure that I'm gonna fail and get a lecture from my mom when I reached home.
So, went my name was called, I swallowed the lump in my throat and headed in, said some prayers and started clicking away. The buta warna test and the car plate was easy peasy man. After finish all the 50 questions, checked my results and what the hell ?! I PASSED ! And the best part of everything is I took only 9 minutes man ! 9 ! I was shocked too. And I scored the highest among my friends. 44 ! Hah ! Right back at ya !
So, I immediately phone my mum and she was like GOOD and that's it. SIGH. And I started texting everybody and show off. LOL. Then, Yong and Emilia came out and said they failed. 41. And the passing mark is 42. Darn it. So, this Saturday, I hafta go amali all alone.
SO, WHO SAYS LAST MINUTE STUDYING AIN'T HELPING ?! XD
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this is ME next month :) |
Labels: Random blah's
9:31 PM
GRENADE
Monday, December 13, 2010
Easy come, easy go
That's just how you live, oh
Take, take, take it all,
But you never give
Should of known you was trouble from the first kiss, Had your eyes wide open -
Why were they open?
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked, Cause what you don't understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain, Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby ; But you won't do the same
No, no, no, no
Black, black, black and blue beat me till I'm numb Tell the devil I said “hey” when you get back to where you're from
Mad woman, bad woman,
That's just what you are, yeah,
You’ll smile in my face then rip the breaks out my car
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked Cause what you don't understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain, Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby ; But you won't do the same
If my body was on fire, ooh You’ d watch me burn down in flames You said you loved me you're a liar Cause you never, ever, ever did baby...
But darling I’ll still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain, Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby ; But you won't do the same.
No, you won’t do the same,
You wouldn’t do the same,
Ooh, you’ll never do the same,
No, no, no, no
9:14 PM
TOPSY TURVY
Saturday, December 11, 2010
Actually if you realised, I'm seriously like trying to avoid all of you. I just don't know why. I dunno why it turned out like this! But who to be blamed? OURSELVES and nobody else.
We said we'll never part forever and we said will be with each other forever and watever FOREVER. But do you realised that FOREVER is just a word?
If you ask me, I dunno what happened to us. I just feel we got further and further and further as each day passes. I don't know. I really don't know. Do you?
What happened to the time that it was just us? What happened to the time before love took over?
Don't use the excuse that EVERYONE CHANGE it's just a matter of time and everybody can't stay the same forever. WE can choose what kind of path and life we wanna lead. CHANGE is just an excuse for me.
Ask yourself deep down. The time that we spent decreases day by day. You find me only when you have nobody or you're bored and you're have a problem blah blah blah but I have a friend who text me every single day and ask who I am. And the most ironic part is I know you before her.
The holidays and the never ever gonna see each other again makes everything worst. We drift apart. When I see you online or see your sms or see you on Facebook, I seriously don't have the mood to talk to you at all.
And it gets worst each time I see things that I don not wanna see and I seriously feel like blocking you in Facebook.
Maybe it's just us or the different world we live in or the time apart. I don't know.
We should like stop contacting each other till things like turn back to normal. You can seriously go on with your GOOD LIFE. Cuz I know I'll never be apart of it.
ps: I don't hate you but I love you too much instead.
11:08 PM
RAPUNZEL
Bright and beautiful sunny day. Perfect day for a day out if you ask me. And that is exactly what I did today. I had the most amazing LAUGH-OUT-LOUD outing with the chicas' ever.
Isabel the super-amazing-thank God-for-you (she mademe say this yesterday!) picked up. And I have to say her driving ain't that bad till when we almost crashed twoce then POOF ! i totally take back my words. What the hell man. We were like singing and chatting and the next moment POOF almost crashed the divider.
And did I mention that Rapunzel was an amazing movie? And when you watched it with a bunch of crazy people who just be themselves is simply a bliss. We laughed throughout the whole movie and crapped like hell which I ended up laughing too loud till I received stares. And seriously, we should throw the popcorn at the back to the guy that was snoring. Pfft.
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This part is so romantic :) |
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I LOVE THEM ! =D |
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BEST PIC OF THE DAY ! :D |
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French fries revenge -.- |
12:38 AM
FTW !!! :D
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
SPM IS OVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ps: will start blogging tomorrow :) Stay tuned ya.
10:36 PM