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That's how we all are,just stories
We only exist by how people remember us, by the stories we make of our lives.
Without those stories, we'd just fade away.
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Sunday, October 31, 2010
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MEMORIES
Friday, October 22, 2010
It was a beautiful day on Thursday. Had a great day in school and when I came back and open my cupboard to find something, I saw it. The phone that I temporary used last year when my phone got confiscated.
I took a deep breath and pressed the 'ON' button hard. On the screen was a picture. Oh I don't wanna talk about it.
I went to message and click inbox. My hand shivered and I quivered a little. Shall I or shall I not open it?
I braved myself, selected inbox and what I found inside was terribly heartbreaking and I could feel my hard twisted a little.
I go on a little further. Scrolled down till the last message and started reading it.
Slowly, a teardrop fell on the screen and I realised I was crying. And slowly the cries turn into sobs and then I break down.
I unleashed all the memories that I kept locked in the deepest lurches of my heart and let the air filled with all those beautiful memories which then started circling and swirling and I breathe in the lovely atmosphere and I inhaled it all.
Those memories, they were beautiful. I wiped the tears away from my eyes and plastered a smile on my face. And I began smiling again, a genuine one.
And as I continued reading, i try to reminisce all those happy moments, I want them to last forever. I saw how our friendship turned and blossom into what we call love.
I smiled on those promises which are now lay broken.
Alas, after reading the last message, I turned it off. Kept it in box and locked it.
And I walk off, smiling to myself because I know all those memories are mine to keep FOREVER.
Time is relative. Time changes a lot of things. Time passes, even if we least expect it.
Time passes. And things changed a lot. Drastic changes that some I find it hard to accept. But this is a part and parcel of life, I could do nothing.
Time prove that promises were meant to be broken and goodbyes really meant letting go forever.
Time told me that love is just another word, another story which was repeatedly told over and over again.
Time whispered to me that some things were better to be left broken rather than we hurt ourselves trying to fix all the shattered pieces back together,
Time yelled at me that some things were not meant to be hold on to and it is better to let it go; free.
Time never failed to advice me that I SHALL NEVER LOOK BACK.
Hey, funny how I used to love you and now the sight of your dashing face just make me wanna rip you apart.
I've finally come to a stage where I give up. I let go. I don't wanna hold on to this any longer.
I've finally come to a stage where what you do or what you say can never bring me down.
I've finally come to a stage that I don't care anymore what you're doing with your life.
I've finally come to a stage where no matter how hurtful it is, I could not cry.
And I've finally come to a stage where I rather wished that all this while I had never ever fell in love with you.
You know why? What happened to me till I became like that?
It's all because I'm beyond broken, I'm shattered beyond repair. I'm numb to all the wounds that have been cut deeply in me that I do not bother to heal it.
The pain gets easier to live with when each day passes.
As we all, theHOTTEST knew, 2PM has officially released their new mv 'I'll Be Back".
Not only their vocals improved; CHANSUNG - NICHKHUN but their choreography is so awesome especially after the song ends and there were this dancing part. HELL IT WAS SO AWESOME !!! :D
And was like shouting like crazy when I saw the video and I phoned one of my 2PM crazy friend too and we were like,"CHANSUNG, KHUN, HO so hot."