DR ADNAN OMAR
Thursday, August 19, 2010
"Before I end my talk, let me tell you a story. A true story."
*wonders*
"There was a boy who lived in Pulai Condong. That place is so small and even if you Google it, you won't be able to find it because the place is so small and the people who lived there are poor. The boy lived two miles away from his school and each time it rains, the soil will get wet and damp because he lived near the river bank. His mother could only afford a pair of uniform per year. The school had a rule that if your shoes are dirty, you are not allowed to enter. So, that boy would carry his shoes on his shoulder and walk to school barefooted. When he reached the school, he would washed his feet and put on his shoes. And everyday, his mom would pack for him food and told him that he could only open his food during recess. It took years for the boy to understand why. Each time when the bell ring for recess, the boy would run and hide at the biggest pokok tanjung he could find because he was ashamed of what he had; plain white rice and kicap. If he was lucky and he open his food, he would find a small piece of chicken in it."
*whispering*
''And do you know who's that boy? I heard an answer."
*everybody start to look around*
"That boy is ME."
*cries*
"Yup. That boy is me. Standing right here in front of you. Both my parents could not even speak in BM. They can only speak Kelantanese. They could not even read and write. My first brother and second sister they did not go to school. When I was in form 3, all I wanted to be is a farmer just like my father because I love the soil. But when I was in form 4, I went to sekolah teknik in Terengganu and that was when it hit me. Before I went to America, I don't even know where the country is. And i lived for 14 years there before returning to Malaysia here."
DAMN. I cried. I really really cried.
NO ONE HAD EVER MAKE ME CRY EVER IN A TALK. Never ever and that guy with that his talk that barely last an hour had touched me inside out and leave me with a very very deep impression of him. That guy, DR ADNAN OMAR, not only a psychologist but indeed a great motivator. The best one I had ever met so far. His talk, not only captivating and interesting, is also filled with good usage of words and humor combine together to be one and with his slang, he is really AWESOME!!! So, to those at the back that had been talking and not listening, let me tell you something.
IT WAS A FRIGGIN BIG LOSS FOR YOU MAN!!!!!
If I were to blog about what he said today, there will be not enough space for me to write it all down. So, to all those who had been at the talk today, seriously! Think about what he said!
Opportunity will only knock at your door once. Not twice. When you got the opportunity, grab it. Before it goes to another person's door.
DR ADNAN OMAR, you're not only my role model for now. But also a guy whom I truly respect and look up on. May God bless you!
4:25 PM
FTW
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
I am currently in the SHUPER-DOOPER hate my life mode.
Frankly speaking, i seriously don't know what the hell is wrong with my family.
When they're back from work and had a bad day, I'm the place where they explode all their anger.
And everytime I got scolded, I will just keep my mouth shut and I'm being labelled rude for that cuz they say what they say to me fall on deaf ears.
Not only that, adults fight among adults, why am I the one being scolded?
For God's sake kays. I have barely weeks left for my trial and also my SPM. Can you all just leave me alone?!
Do you know that I dread to go back home everyday? Do you know how much I hated to stay even for a single second to a place that I call home?
No online-ing, no msn-ing, no texting, no watching TV & no listening to music. What you all want? I feel that I can drive up to the wall already.
You all don't wanna talk to me? Fine. It's okay.
I don't even wanna talk to you all & don't think that you people are the only one disappointed cuz deep down I AM WAY MORE DISAPPOINTED about you all!
Others can be so loving and accommodate one and another. Why we just can't be even a bit of like that? I can't believe my own family is giving me problems when the battle of my life is so near. Can this be the most pathetic ever?
MY LIFE JUST SUCKS.
Labels: Random blah's
4:43 PM
PEOPLE CHANGE
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
It's funny yet sad when you see people around you, people close to you started to change bit by bit.
Sometimes, you wished you could talk to them and advised them and tell them that they have change from bad to worst.
You tell them out of good intention and yet all they thought was you're jealous of their never ending popularity.
Well, I'm not going to say anything anymore. I'll just walk away and keep my my mouth shut seems thats the way all of you all wanted it.
And I am not going to interfere in your life seems you all wanted to be left alone. As a friend, you did not want to listen to my honest opinion so as a good friend of yours, I am going to support you in humilating yourself on what suppose to be one of the proud moments of your life.
You can lose a friend like me so why can't I lose a friend like you?
Labels: Random blah's
5:30 PM
ARSHOLES
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
As the rain pelted at my window this morning when I woke up, I heaved a deep sigh. You saw the rain? It represents how often I cried when I remember something that was supposed to be forgotten and erased.
Well, today also, one of my friend told me something shocking. The moment I heard that I was like," DAMN. This guy is definitely dead when I sees him. Bastard."
I just don't understand guys nowadays. How could he told my friend's best friend that," If I had met you earlier, I'll definitely make you as my girlfriend." And he even called her sayang. WTF? When he is couple-ing with that girl's best friend, This guy deserves to die am I right?
Then, she told me," Sofea, I know you face before this kinda thing, I hope you'll talk to her to leave that guy. She cried terribly yesterday when I phoned her. Dunno lah. I talk to her she don't wanna listen so why don't you try."
I agreed. So, seems the teachers are all having meeting, I and my friend when to meet her.
She broke down the minute I told her I knew what had happened. She say she felt so betrayed and she's completely lost and she doesn't know what to do. And I in my entire life had never seen her cry and her once joyful self was a shadow to what she is today.
I told her that she should walk away from his life as he don't even give a freaking damn on her. He even lied to his friends that she was not his girlfriend but only his friend. Asshole. And after a year you doubt what you feel about her. Shiity.
To that friend of mine,
Just leave him. I know exactly how you feel now as I too had felt it before. I had been hurt by a guy like yours too. We loved them too much, our mistake. Nothing we can do about it. Let him go. It take months to heal. It took me half a year already and I still have not heal. But it's okay. Remember you always have your friends. They worth more than that damn guy. You deserve a guy better that. It's not easy to forget someone but you can keep all those love as memories. Cheer up !
ps: Never trust a guy easily. :) Karma is a bitch yo!
Labels: heart-love
5:26 PM
