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We only exist by how people remember us, by the stories we make of our lives.
Without those stories, we'd just fade away.
DESTRESS
Friday, July 30, 2010
OKAY. I am in serious need to have my life back.
I am living in such a topsy-turvy world where nothing seems right at all.
Problems after problems after problems. Do you know that sometimes I venge my anger outside because I have serious problems at home? And it is also affecting my studies. I dunno lah. SPM only left 3 months and I got heaps of studies to do and you are bothering me with such problem?
If you don't wanna talk to me or fetch me or wad, FINE. Leave me alone then. Don't hafta scold me or say hurtful things cuz I am very sensitive and tears flow easily okay?
What did I do wrong man? What? You don't wanna fetch me so I called my friend to fetch me and you sai I 'zi yi wei shi' ?
Keeping quiet doesn't mean I do not care. I am tired for all this.
Btw, ME, Mo, Jo, Yo, Vo, Ray & Grace is so gonna rock Taylor's tomorrow and I am so looking foward to this trip. :)
Gonna take tons and heaps of pictures tomorrow.
Well anyway, I changed my number. My i-phones had been confiscated by my mum with my sim cards and I'm using my friend's phone. So, ask me ya friends.
Spm is 15 weeks more I heard from my friend. Holy shyt. I have not even finish studying.
Seriously, peeps. I know it has been long since I've last update.
MY LIFE IS SERIOUSLY UPSIDE DOWN.
First, I had this super big huge problem which made me cry two nights without fail. I ended up being all gloomy in school which is so not me. Sigh. I want that problem to be solved.
And also I am actually banned form face-booking and blogging actually but who cares? As long as I know how to set my priorities right it should be okay.
And well, I am in serious meed of a transport this week. I have no transport to tuition and I need somebody to fetch me. Who can be my life Saviour? I will remember your good deed forever.
And currently, SPM is just 3 MONTHS away and I have not finish studying not to mention trails is coming soon too.
RM 0.20 PLKN: MAAF! 93070201**** ANDA TIDAK TERPILIH UNTUK MENYERTAI PLKN SIRI 8/2011. TERIMA KASIH
I AM SO FREAKKKKIIIIINNGGGGGGG HAPPEYHHHHH !!! :D :D :D
Malaysia ! I sungguh cinta padamu kerana tidak memilih ku :)
First, I ask my friend to check for me cuz he online and he send me a message say I dint get. So, okay lah. Then, another friend sms me and say must wait for sms from PLKN only know whether its true or not so I waited. NO REPLY AND I USE MAXIS STRAIGHT GOT REPLY ! Nabeh !
Ohkay. Was in tuition, when suddenly receive one message form PLKN.
ME: *screams* WAHAHHAHAHAHHA ! (everybody turned around and look at me) I DINT GET PLKN WOHOO !
TEACHER: I teaching Add Maths and you are talking boud PLKN.
ME: *laughs* Sorry teacher, too happy.
To add in to my happy mood, had some friends come over my house. A small dinner. My mum's curry chicken was delicious. :) And we even played some games at PS. For a moment, my mum thought I was going to break down the house.
And, I am going to watch INCEPTION tomorrow instead of ECLIPSE with Mo, Yo, Grace and Liap ! I am so happy ! :D See yah crazy people after my BM tuition tomorrow alright?
CAN THIS BE THE BEST WEEKEND OF MY EXAM LIFE? =)
6:09 PM
MOODY
Friday, July 16, 2010
Just finish my monthly test. Should be celebrating the one week of study but there is something bothering my mind.
Which is PLKN !!!!!!!!!!!
I really don't wanna go. That place is just not for me.
I am homesick. I will miss my mum and my brother.
But anyway, to take things off my mind, Meng and Nad asked me chill and go play badminton. (i just came back)
Whoa. It was so fun man. I forgotten how long I dint laugh out loud and shouted so loud. It did help me relax a little. Thanks babes.
I send a msg to plkn but still no reply. :( Athira just call up. Sigh. PLKN thing. Shit. Really don't wanna go. Someone help me. PLKN faster reply me.
AND BTW PEOPLE !!!
TOMORROW MY HOUSE HAVING A DINNER OR SMALL GATHERING. THOSE THAT HAD BEEN INVITED, COME EARLY !! WE GONNA PARTY TILL LATE !! :)
4:42 PM
FIFA HOTTIES !!
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
THE HOTTEST GOALKEEPER ON THE PLANET !! SMOKINGGGG !!! =D currently, my boyfriend for now xD
Life seems to get harder and harder as time goes by. Teachers keep pressuring, my mum keep nagging and people around me non-stop telling me that I need to study! Sometimes, I feel like I wanna escape to somewhere peaceful.
It creeps me each time I wake up in the morning and look at the calendar and I will go to class where EVERYDAY THERE IS A FREAKING REMINDER ON HOW MANY DAYS LEFT FOR SPM IS REALLY BUGGING ME !! :'(
And the worst part of it, I just got the LIGHT to study from GOD. Can I win this battle? (ohkay, that was LAME)
Well, whoever that said studying is an easy job and school is the best part of life, please eat back your words because IT GETS HARDER DAY BY DAY!
ps: this could be my last post because I dunno when only I'm able to online again ):
I seriously think that blogger is way better than tumblr.
But why everyone is moving there?
No worries as I will not abandon this blog as it holds many memories.
I woke up, puffy eyed and no doubt a huge black ring under my eyes. I picked up my phone. Tons of messages. I open the inbox, and I saw something that broke my heart into a gazillion pieces. I blinked. I thought I was still dreaming but I was so sure I wasn't. It's still there, it did not barge. I replied and I asked a stupid question and felt real stupid after that.
Yesterday was my birthday and it's officially 270's DAY people. I did not held any parties or celebration. I just want it to passed quietly. I am not really into the mood to actually celebrate. But my family held a little quiet celebration about it. I was glad actually. I felt like breaking down the minute they sang me the Birthday song.
I realized I've changed. I am no longer the old Sofea that I've knew. The old Sofea wouldn't cry on small matters or get into a fit of temper or even get into mood swings or trying to keep everything at heart. I miss the old me. I want her back.
PS: THANK YOU to those people that had touched my heart.