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TROUBLED
Sunday, April 25, 2010
It’s the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. And it’s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It’s funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. It’s crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and when you want to move on but you’re stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can’t decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don’t know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. It’s so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it’s not worth it, but if it really didn’t matter, you wouldn’t spend so much time thinking about it.
Usually, I'll be waking up super late today if I have no add maths tt but unfortunately, today is a schooling day.
Well, I made tuna sandwiches today for my babies. Meng say she couldn't believe I would be able to make such delicious dandwich. Nad & Min say I can open restaurant :)
And, they DEMAND FOR MORE! Piranas!
Today, jackpot day. Four free periods. And fyi, this is a very very rare occassion in MGSS.
The last two periods which is supposed to Maths, is a free period. What else? All of us down after Physics.
My babes were all sleeping. And you can see half the clas was doing the same thing ;D
Anyway, I had the best sleeping posture in class :DDDD
I laid three chairs vertically, open my vest. Took out the white shirt I tucked in. Kicked off my shoes. Placed the bag on the chair and POOF! I'm off to dreamland till I dint realised ppl took my photo. Zzz.
Sometimes, life could be like a bed of roses right?
Do you know I actually meant what I said? I'm not joking fyi.
I hate loathe you. I mean it. Do you think that I'm actually joking?
Tan Joo Sing you damn bitch or a whore infact, listen up would you?
You are only a junior. I'm 2 years your senior. Stop talking to me like you've known me 10 years ago. Please attention seeker, that is way too lame. Ugh.
And ya, you're a disgusting bitch. Now I know why no guy wants you! you think you're so pretty? My foot!
You just look way worst than a diseased dying dog by the roadside.
Btw, do you have a mirror at ur house? A pocket mirror will do too:) Tell you what, just go and look yourself at the mirror. You are so ugly OMG ! Ewwww. And you even got the cheeck to ss in front of me?
Ugly people like with hair so little I think I can even count how many starnds of ur hair wanna wear fake eyelids?
Walao. No eyelids means no eyelids la. Fugly you know or not?
Not only that, I am fucking pissed with you. And I do not regret shouting at the top of my voice at you during recess just now. I don't feel a single slight of guilty in me.You deserve it.
And who are you to challenge me? You think I'm afraid of you? ROTFLMAO!
Don't think that you're good with my best friend I won't scream at you? Ugh.
Btw too, you told Joanne I could not take jokes? I'm too sensitive?
LMAO LMAO LMAO LMAO.
Damn. You don't know me don't you? What rights in the world for you to say that?
Joo Sing, just fyi, I really really really hate you to the highest degree of hate man.
And please, don't take this as a joke. I'm serious.
YOU ARE A TRUE WHORE AND I'M NOT AFRAID TO SAY THAT !!!!!
ONCE A BITCH, ALWAYS A BITCH.
Just form 3 wanna act like senior? Go to a corner and fuck yourself.
If I think of anything else I'll add. Don't privk my bubble.
Sorry for the long lost absence. I'm seriously so effing busy.
I was confused last time boud my ambitions. I dunno what to be. Between journalist and psychologist. Torn into two. I always wanted to be a journalist and at the same time a psychologist.
When I told my mum that I wanted to be a pstchologist, she objected. But now no longer. Finally, one step closer to my DREAMS !
And anyway, I'm lazy to update. So that's all for now. XD
The weather wasn't so fine at first. All of us thought it was gonna rain, in the end, SUNNY! :)
First photoshoot, PREFECTS. Sucks! Gotta stand at the back cus they say I'm short? What? When there is shorter committies gotta stand in front? Hmmmm.
Well, anyway. Class photo. Awesomeawesomeawesome.
I did some stupid pose yet so awesome LOL. Then, we combined with 5sc1 girls and the photo is nothing but AMAZING and AWESOME-ness :)
Too bad that pic is not for sale and if you want that pic, directly ask Mr. Chong. Cuz gt some teachers very lebih say want formal one.
Oh btw, I scolde a f4 girl today. Totally don't mean it. But do you know that you sc1 people are just so fucking bossy?
You're so NERD and I felt happy scolding you and I don't feel remorse at all. Sorry to break the news.
I was almost killed today. First, during recess I was chatting awy with my babes Jo and Ray when suddenly I saw THE DICIPLINE TEACHER talking to Mo. I & Ray looked at each other and then we started running and hide behind the principle's car. Why I hide? 1. I was wearing my ADIDAS pants instead of Ranger's pants 2. I was wearing black NIKE shoes instead of the normal school ones that everyone's wearing 3. I wasn't using my watch and it's a rule for every prefect to wear a watch 4. I wasn't wearing my Ranger's scarf also because I've misplaced it 5. I did not bring my prefect's pouch with me
So how fucking illegal am I today ?
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I and Grace duty at back gate during koku time. We were also talking away and crapping when we spotted a black car parking near the Shellabear hall. When the car doors were opened, 3 'hot' guys came out.
ME: Wah, lengzaii ! Lengzaii !! (clinging at the gate ==) GRACE: Fuiyoo. Hot bachelors! Hot bachelors!
Mr Siah & Mr LCK smiled and walk to the staffroom like they were James Bond. Then, Mr Rajendran steppped in.
GRACE: All hot except the last one. MR RAJ: Grace, scream. GRACE: All hot except the last one. MR RAJ: Scream for me.
Grace ignored him and then he when to complain to Mr LCK. Lmao. Later on, I saw him and greeted him and he said I and Grace are prohibited to talk to him from now on. Hahahahaha.
How time flies. Finally, after all the hardwork, all the effort, the sleepless night and our never ending training, finally, it's SPORTS DAY =DI skipped class the whole day and went to lepak at the padang to do the khemah.
After that around 11, the whole school started to havoc. All houses kawad girls, cheerleaders, panji-panji & etc. came out.
We were so fucking busy. I ws make up-ing then i hafta spray their hair and almost 1.20 only realised that I dun have a wing. LMAO.
Blue house was so fucking awesome. DInt figure out at all that the costume would turn out so nice but after seeing the girls using it i was like," W-H-O-A"
And fyi, we won first for marching. Thought we were disqualifed but wehoo we won first :)
Boo RED HOUSE XD
But sad to say we lost for tarik tali. I don't even have the chance too pull. Red house is so damn fucking strong I tell you! I was just about to hold the tali and then Mr Lim shouted go, all i know was the whole Blue house gt pulled to the other side. WTF. I, Mo & Grace cried. Dissapointed =(
And suddenly it started raining cats and dogs. WHOA! Everybody started running like chickens.
I cried in the rain (Rain lots memories.)
I ran barefooted till the bicycle shed with my shoes in my hand. Just wanna take shelter when one girl ran to me and say," Grace pengsan." I ran all the way back in the rain. I couldn't see anything at all. Just ran till I saw Grace they all.
Again, I was drenched when we walk all the way back. The marching baju was so wet that it come out colour and my white shirt all turn blue. The stain couldn't be washed out so I'm buying a new one.
As we were bout to go home, teacher make announcement through the PA system said that we 6pm only can go home. WTF?! We are all drenched and only can go home at 6?! What I care, I just go.
Fyi, the champion weren't announced yet as it was raining. There's no closing ceremony also.
BTW, BLUE HOUSE CHEERLEADING not bad weyh. Screamed till I got no voice.