THE MASTERMIND
Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cause right now it says that we
Can’t come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cause you walked out the door
But it’s the only way I hear your voice anymore
It’s ridiculous
It’s been months
And for some reason I just can’t get over us
And I’m stronger than this
No more walking round
With my head down
I’m so over being blue
Crying over you
And I'm so sick of love song
So sick
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MISSING
Monday, September 17, 2012
I am supposed to be doing this truck loads assignments but as usual my mind always wander off somewhere else while I'm in a midst of doing something important. Plus, now I am listening to Big Bang's Japanese Album with this track which I don't know what it is called but the music is so soothing and relaxing which blends in so well with the cloudy weather. Trust me, if there is no assignments, I'll probably be sitting on the couch, sipping hot coffee or chocolate and just laze around and watch some movies on HBO or Fox Movies. But then again, life always did not go the way we want it to.
Now, this is not going to be a post where I would go on endlessly complaining that my life sucks and go on and on with the suicidal thoughts. Life has more than that right but sometimes I just can't help expressing myself in such a manner as for me somehow words express me better compared to myself. I do miss my old self where I was always reading and writing and reading and writing. That part of me somewhat had gone and I can't seem to find it. Nowadays if I write, it would be some crappy nonsensical stuff which wouldn't make sense. Regret you ask ? Of course I do. To find the old me, I have to burry myself in books again and try to write. Cause that is what I am good at. Rant rant rant. No?
Sometimes while doing assignments, I wish I could just write at ease like how I am typing this out. Like all the words would just come out gradually rather than spending most of the time thinking what to write. Since secondary, I am never an academic writing person. I am always more to the those storylines and stuff. But since I enrolled myself in this college everything is basically academic writing and it drives me up the wall.
Aah. I've wander off to far. Time to go. I promise to update a happier one in the near future.
3:39 PM
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I'm just a girl who blogs on what is on her mind and what she feels.
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