I MISS MALACCA
Sunday, April 17, 2011
In my case, I laugh :D
It's true that we never learn how to appreciate something till it's gone. Like me, I never appreciate what I have till it's gone for example ; my life.
If only I could realise earlier how weak I am and how vulnerable I am, I bet, I would have never ever chose this path. But like my mum said, I chose this path so I got nothing to complain about. So yeah, I am going to accept anything that comes into my way (:
After two long bloody strenuous week in KL doing shit assignments, midnight revision and never ending homework, I went back to my home sweet home Melaka yesterday to enjoy my weekend before heading back to college. Although now I am back in KL but for the first time in years, I felt love (:
The moment I reached Simpang Ampat tol, I could not contain my excitement any longer. I texted my babes and said."OH YEAH BABY ! Guess who's back ? =b" When the moment I reached home that's when the hype starts ! (:
My brother that pain in the neck was sleeping when I reach home. Being a pain in the neck myself also, I was screaming,"LOOK WHO'S BACK YO !" till he woke up. Well, I can't be blamed, I dint annoy the shit outta him for years man.
When I saw my mum, DAMN. Words cannot describe how much I miss her nagging, her scolding and her unreasonable manners and of course, the latter herself. Right there and then I wanted to hug her and scream,"MUM OMG I MISS YOU SO MUCH ! ! !" but blahhh my ego got the better of me ! ): Fuck.
After unloading all my stuff from the car, I started talking about A-Z about college and stuff and KL ? Mum says she will come with my brother when she's on holiday ! Yay zomg ! I will skip everything and go out with those two people man (:
I dint really get to talk to my aunt because she was busy with her school stuff. Damn you MGSS ! Don't you give people rest on weekends ?! Motherfugger. But she gave me a real pretty bracelet which she buy and I spoilt it already today. Why am I so clumsy ? T_____T
At night, I went Jonker with my entire family. :D
OMG, is it me or Malacca had changed in some way I felt it is different ?
Gahhhh ! Who cares ? I miss this place !
And the potato zomg, it's been ages since I last ate it and mum still dint allow me to buy she said it's bad for health -____-
Then, me and my mum went searching high and low for the stuff my friends asked me to buy; specs for Bryan and some beach necklace for Zar.
Found the specs that Bryan wanted and after bargaining with the shop uncle, I managed to buy it at RM15 :D But unfortunately for Zar, his necklace is so bloody hard to find I tell you. I walk from beginning till the end and into every shop, I still could not find his. And one aunty tell me it's out of trend already. WTH ? -_____-
And today before I leave, mum fusses over me and my clothes and college and blah (:
And my baby brother actually cried when I hopped in the car (:
And my aunt phone me before I left (:
And I swear I was gonna break down and beg mum to lock me up here in Melaka when I saw the reluctant look on mum's face and my bro's crying face.
DAMN.
All this makes everything harder for me.
So here I am up late at 1 something in the morning, laughing and crying at the same time while writing this. I guess if I could turn back the time, I would never ever had the stupid rebellious attitude in me.
ps : nothing could change my love for you.
Labels: emon-ess, Random blah's
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